Tuesday, June 28, 2005

New Career Options










I wonder how much I’d make as a bathroom attendant…

Sunday, June 26, 2005

What am I doing?!


Today was one of those days filled with what to do's. What to do about moving, what to do about an apartment, what to do about work, what to do about friends, what to do about pretty much everything. Most frustrating though is the fact that with all these questions i'm still left with little to no answers. And if you think about those questions you thought you had already answered long enough, you start to doubt the true nature of the answer....leaving you more frustrated and confused than you were before you woke up at 9am asking all those stupid questions!

Should I live and work in Manhattan?
If I did that would mean giving up a job with lots of opportunities (atleast it seems that way now...we're merging with another company so that could be a moot point), good money, great benefits, and lots of flexibility. Oh, and that I only started 3 months ago. However, i'm not all that passionate about the work, it's in an industry i'm not crazy about, and i'm not sure but I think I pretty much hate their corporate culture...although I do love my coworkers...SHOUT OUT TO THE BOKEN!!! I don't know what to do..... I was almost certain I was going to leave but then I got hit with a case of the "..but what if's."

-But what if you change your work schedule?
- But what if you approach things differently?
-But what if you give it one more try????


Screw it! The truth of the matter is...i've given it one more try atleast 10 times now. It's like that episode of Sex in The City where Miranda stops psychoanalyzing the men she dates and learns to accept when he's "Just not that into you." Well, i'm "just not that into" this job... WHO KNEW?!?!?! I think it's mostly because i've been frustrated one to many times in the past 3 months and my brain and my emotions have officially tendered their letters of resignation. I guess I should follow suit....